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I'm Stephanna. Mother, student, Aboriginal, metal head, hockey player/enthusiast, sapiophile, tattoo enthusiast and ongoing collector. I'm also a sucker for beards.

aunteeblazer:

dysphorism:

paleslut:

paleslut:

that one day when you think your period is over so you dont wear a pad or a tampon

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THIS IS NOT THE POST I WANT TO BE REMEMBERED FOR

BUT HOW ACCURATE IS THIS

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first time dancing again in 9 years and gotDAMN I am washed up!! haha but I didn’t pass out and my legs feel great! 😁 #powwow #jingle #oldstylejingle

first time dancing again in 9 years and gotDAMN I am washed up!! haha but I didn’t pass out and my legs feel great! 😁 #powwow #jingle #oldstylejingle

noobtheloser:

Plot twist: “YOU RUINED INTO MY WALL. I’M GOING TO SUE YOU.”

Spent the last four days with the earth, winds, waters and fire. the night skies were painted a deep blue and had a billion diamonds scattered across it. the daytime was bright and warm, and cooling winds accompanied us at all times. It really lifted my heart and made me so happy to have my daughter, nieces and nephews there. It was satisfying to see them climbing trees, chasing butterflies and running throughout the plain (as opposed to seeing their eyes glued to an iPad). They all looked so happy and didn’t seem to have a care in the world. I prayed so hard so I could feel like that again. I went there so hurt, so heartbroken and so angry. I have been unable to sleep, unable to eat and unable to think clearly. I loved so hard and was so hurt to not have that love returned. My mind was like a poisonous fog bank and my body felt so heavy. My brother invited me to walk up the mountain with him and his wife to make sacrifices for Creator. So I hiked for two hours up the mountain in intense heat, on high inclination, leaving behind a trail of tears, to pray and to heal. I went three days without food or water so I wouldn’t have to hurt in my heart anymore. I spilled my heart out and didn’t cover up anything I was feeling during my prayers. During my sleep on top the mountain, Creator came and talked to me. I could feel it in the winds as I lay there, hypnotized by the stars. I woke up to a dream that had a lot of meaning. He’s definitely heard me. Black bears came to our camp a few times, which was a good sign. I was not afraid but felt so appreciated, more appreciated than I’ve been feeling all year. Grandfather mountains made the hike down easier while being hugged by Mother Nature with an abundance of trees and water. I knew that moment that I’ll be okay. I’m still hurting, but not as much. I still have recovery to do, but it won’t be as hard. I have a lot of accepting to do, which will be better if I’m on my own. No one can fix my hurt and my problems but me. I’m trying so hard to do this in the healthiest way possible and not through substance abuse, which I’m so thankful to be strong enough to be able to do. The most difficult thing I’m supposed to do right now is to let go.. and I know I have to. I have to let go in order to receive. After all this, I know I’m capable of doing so. I don’t hold anything against the person who made me feel this way, I’m trying so hard not to be angry with him. I’m only thankful for him. He was one of my greatest teachers and even though he didn’t give me what I wanted, he gave me what I needed - this lesson. He has his own issues with himself and I have to accept that I can not change that. Even though I tried so hard to. But that’s not my purpose, it’s not my job to fix him. And I don’t mind sharing all this because I’m not looking for sympathy or a pity party but because I appreciate and find comfort in knowing that there are people who have felt as hurt as I’ve been hurting. or even worse. and there will always be people who feel hurt like this. I have a long healing journey ahead of me and only want the strength an support from my friends and family. I don’t want my daughter, my nieces and nephews, my family, my friends, and you reading this, to feel this kind of pain EVER. I love you all.

Spent the last four days with the earth, winds, waters and fire. the night skies were painted a deep blue and had a billion diamonds scattered across it. the daytime was bright and warm, and cooling winds accompanied us at all times. It really lifted my heart and made me so happy to have my daughter, nieces and nephews there. It was satisfying to see them climbing trees, chasing butterflies and running throughout the plain (as opposed to seeing their eyes glued to an iPad). They all looked so happy and didn’t seem to have a care in the world. I prayed so hard so I could feel like that again. I went there so hurt, so heartbroken and so angry. I have been unable to sleep, unable to eat and unable to think clearly. I loved so hard and was so hurt to not have that love returned. My mind was like a poisonous fog bank and my body felt so heavy. My brother invited me to walk up the mountain with him and his wife to make sacrifices for Creator. So I hiked for two hours up the mountain in intense heat, on high inclination, leaving behind a trail of tears, to pray and to heal. I went three days without food or water so I wouldn’t have to hurt in my heart anymore. I spilled my heart out and didn’t cover up anything I was feeling during my prayers. During my sleep on top the mountain, Creator came and talked to me. I could feel it in the winds as I lay there, hypnotized by the stars. I woke up to a dream that had a lot of meaning. He’s definitely heard me. Black bears came to our camp a few times, which was a good sign. I was not afraid but felt so appreciated, more appreciated than I’ve been feeling all year. Grandfather mountains made the hike down easier while being hugged by Mother Nature with an abundance of trees and water. I knew that moment that I’ll be okay. I’m still hurting, but not as much. I still have recovery to do, but it won’t be as hard. I have a lot of accepting to do, which will be better if I’m on my own. No one can fix my hurt and my problems but me. I’m trying so hard to do this in the healthiest way possible and not through substance abuse, which I’m so thankful to be strong enough to be able to do. The most difficult thing I’m supposed to do right now is to let go.. and I know I have to. I have to let go in order to receive. After all this, I know I’m capable of doing so. I don’t hold anything against the person who made me feel this way, I’m trying so hard not to be angry with him. I’m only thankful for him. He was one of my greatest teachers and even though he didn’t give me what I wanted, he gave me what I needed - this lesson. He has his own issues with himself and I have to accept that I can not change that. Even though I tried so hard to. But that’s not my purpose, it’s not my job to fix him. And I don’t mind sharing all this because I’m not looking for sympathy or a pity party but because I appreciate and find comfort in knowing that there are people who have felt as hurt as I’ve been hurting. or even worse. and there will always be people who feel hurt like this. I have a long healing journey ahead of me and only want the strength an support from my friends and family. I don’t want my daughter, my nieces and nephews, my family, my friends, and you reading this, to feel this kind of pain EVER. I love you all.

probably the saddest comic I’ve ever seen 😟 #childhoodkilled #calvinandhobbes

probably the saddest comic I’ve ever seen 😟 #childhoodkilled #calvinandhobbes

this is the future. 😔 #northerngatewaypipeline #sorrymother 💔💔💔

this is the future. 😔 #northerngatewaypipeline #sorrymother 💔💔💔

parralex0889:

willyciraptor:

thesassylorax:

cygnettoswan:

4gifs:

Hippo doesn’t have time for this

Hippo got shit to do.

Hippo got swimming to do.

Hippo got shit to do and places to be

ain’t nobody fuck with hippo

parralex0889:

willyciraptor:

thesassylorax:

cygnettoswan:

4gifs:

Hippo doesn’t have time for this

Hippo got shit to do.

Hippo got swimming to do.

Hippo got shit to do and places to be

ain’t nobody fuck with hippo

kimplz:

PROPHET LIKE IT’S HOT

kimplz:

PROPHET LIKE IT’S HOT